don't how to discribe this day - great; horrible; fantastic ?
went to psychology 1 hour to late and was just sittin between the biggest idiots in the whole course - ben & matt & matt - was just pretending i wasn't there and copied all the stuff from the board - crossed it out and copied it again &again & again
skipped my general studies lesson with lisa - or better to say i was there - for 3 seconds
i went into the room to look who's in there, turned around and ran away
was quite funny
spend the whole lunch reak with lisa and louise in the dark room and did some teststrips and developed photos
went to the common room and did my german exam - we had 3 hours to do it and we finished after 1 1/2 - was so easy - would really like to do it again - makes me feel clever (:
smoked some fags with sina,juri & lisa in front of the college and went to lisa's
and went out with her to walk the dog.
was so great - lisa i fuckin love you. wouldn't know what to do without you.
then we went back and met laura & patrick in front of tesco's and went to laura's
were just sittin in the livin room laughin and bullying each other
laura played some of her songs ot the piano - she's a damn good singer - was such a fun
we colored laura's hair - she already colored it this morning so it was orange
& now it's yellow
went out for a fag with patrick and had really strange and serious conversation with him.
went home for dinner and phoned my parents
that's the horrible part of the day
my mum told me that my brother nearly died this weekend and that he still feels incredible bad
nearly began to cry and my parents were shouting at each other and i heard things
i just can't write down here - otherwise i would cry again and just can't trust some strangers so tell these things in the internet
went out to met laura & lisa in front of tesco's and told them everything
they're so great - i really love you both.
being with them really made me feel better
everything afterwards was just fun
knicked some redbull with laura at tesco's and later at the spar as well.
got to know some people. cant remember their names.
have great plans for tomorrow:
meeting laura & jacob at 8 o'clock to buy lots of wodka,then me & laura are meeting lisa near the school at 20 to 9, go to college for 1 lesson -laura is comin with me in my course- get fucked and wait for lisa and take the bus to colchester at 11 and go to laura's college to see everyone and get more fucked. will be drunk the whole day. great plan to forget all my problems - really lookin forward to tomorrow.
a thing which is really annoying me is that i just can't tell anyone of german friends about these things because most of them are crossed with me just because of STUFF ; totally unimportant details and crap. i hate it. now when i really need them they are not there and tell me that "i broke everything". don't call that "relieable"